My childhood is full of ambitions.An ambition that comes out in my mind because of my status, because of how I am look, because I wanted my parents to be proud of me, because I wanted my name not to be forgotten by the world even a centuries would past and because of my will to do things that will benefit me and my community for the present and for the future. But those dreams is just a dream that will never come true. Even I tried my best to study, because of money everything has been left with a period until now.
What I wanted to? I have so many things to do.I wanted to be a scientist and study abroad. I wanted to be an astronomer and flew up into space.I wanted to live in every country because I want to know how to speak and write their own language such as japanese, chinese, latin, greek, arabic, korean... My life in this world is short to study all of that.I wanted to know how to play piano because I wanted to compose a beautiful song that will express my feelings to someone. A song that will give hope and enlighten the heart of everyone.
I wanted to know how a machine works with a gasoline so that I could arrive to a solution that could invent a machine that will run through a water.I know someone knows that and it is from my own country but he had no intention to spread it to everyone. If there is, why he does'nt write a book about it.He was too selfish.If he will share it, it will be a big help to every human in my country specially to the poor community. If GOD gave me that talent,I will not waste it.
Poor child.One of those child is me.I've reach with this age with nothing but still dreaming. GOD gave me a talent but I cannot use it.The truth, I need to work hard everyday for my living and not for my dreams.How pitiful I am. That is why I envy otheres who had enough and can do what they want.I studied but not enough to feed my hungry mind.I need money to conquer my dreams.Everything in this modern world needs money to survive and to live in happiness.The happiness in gaining more knowledge not the happiness to fun with friends.
Most of all the most reasonable one why I need to know everything is because I wanted to do things to the world that will never ever forgotten me and that will cherish me as long as the world is here.Time will come, I will be leaving.Everyone will be leaving but the world will stay...and I do not want to leave without nothing left to them.I would be happy if this is my duty - to leave with importance to the world even an ordinary citizen like me.
An open Letter to The Present and to The Future Presidents of The Philippines
