In less than 3 hours, christmas will come...and will go but it's just like an ordinary day to me.Everyone, every family is celebrating this yuletide season but not me.I don't have money to celebrate it.What's important is i'm working for my future.At this time sitting in front of a computer screen, writing on a blog, browsing the net, editing and updating my facebook and assisting the customer is all what I can do.
"Merry Christmas", greetings that is not meant for me. It's just for otheres.So do I have to say it for othere's whom I will meet?Yes because it is needed but I'm not in mood to say it?
Even with money I could not celebrate christmas with happiness. Why? Except the family, happiness is shared with othere's. Sad to say I don't have friends to share with smile and laughter.
From the time I graduated from high school, I lived in my own perspirations except those two years of studying vocational.Although I am far from my parents but they are the one who support for my living and financial needs. The rest through my perseverance, Im living alone.
The loneliness of being alone is what drives me to be more ambitious.
That's why Im still studying now to gain enough knowledge and to farther my connections to everyone.Who knows the one I could meet in school would be the bridge for my better future.
"Merry Christmas to everyone! Don't send me back the message...It's not meant for me."
