Still A Follower

Pagkagising ko ngayong hapon, nagsalang ako ng bigas for our hapunan. I have no work today so I have all the time in the world to write. Naupo sa tabi at heto nagmumuni muni. Matagal na rin mula ng akoy makaabot sa ganitong kalagayan at hanggang ngayon ganito pa rin. Hindi na ako makausad. I can’t find my way out. I’ve been hunted with my present, the poverty, as well as with my future-too old to study.
In my heart, yes I will have the courage but in my mind, I’ve doubt it. Everyone have come and go, known but forgotten, and othere’s still in touch. I’ve watched everyone change, from single to married. I have seen them deliver and raised a child of their own. I observed how people behave from a childhood to their present as a parents  and how other’s escaped from poverty and how othere’s faced with an unexpected death.

I have been a follower since my first work but up until now, I am still a follower.

I have experienced dispute between brother and sister but still I love them. I just can’t accept the fact  that me being the oldest of the family would heart my pride as the eldest. From the past even at the present babae pa rin ang dahilan ng pagkakasira ng magkakapatid. That’s why I agree that when a person married his/her husband or wife should leave his /her parent  and live them as one.

Public College daw?

Isang kahit isang tuka na nga lang lalo pang pinahihirapan sa pag aaral kapag sa probinsiya ka nakapagtapos ng High School. This is what I experienced when I'd tried to enroll my sister who is already 23 years old and tried to enroll in Public Tertiary schools in Manila such as PLM and CCM. PLM accepts any students who graduated outside Manila as long as it is Manila's residence with an average of 85% or above for the 2nd grading period in High School. Too bad because my sister got only an 82% average for the whole grading in H/S. Another one, how can I get the ITR of my parents if my father is only a laborer on a farm in the province. Is it valid even it came from a province? I don't know for sure.May edukasyon ngang libri para sa mahihirap. Hindi naman para sa lahat!