It's been a long time since my last post. It's my day off today and I feel I should write to my blog again even though there's no one to write.
Whooohhhhs...! How do I start....It's my day off today, I'm still go on with my life. There's no need to hurry, because this is not the way I wanted for. What I do today is just for a living and I'm not happy with it.Time have pass and if I wasn't stop studying, I will be a graduating student this March. Too bad, its because of my poverty.
I just want to write how I feel today, I'm alone and will be alone forever. Currently I'm working for the Comark International Corporation under MK Allied and Manpower Services agency. I've been there last April 3, 2012 until now. My last job as a computer maintenance is November 30, 2011 and after that I tried to apply abroad but there's no lack. Within this 4 months, I know it's enough already that my dream to work abroad is impossible to achieve. Maybe it's not for me and I'm trying to live with it.
During my day off, I spend my entire time surfing the net, writing in a blog, downloading and playing games, downloading movies through torrent usually uploaded by YIFY because he always uploaded a good quality movies. My dream to become a successful computer programmer has dramatically decrease. Maybe because I don't have any inspiration or no one told me to learned this or program this. I'm not in school anymore. I don't think I can study again with my present situation.
The truth, I have to do my monthly report today but I need to set aside it first just to write to this blog which is partly a diary of my complicated life.
Well I tried to search for my past Elementary, High school and College classmates and I have found some through facebook. Some were working abroad and I envy them. Some were having children and still living with their native town, some were living in the city and happily married. Unlike me which is DOOMED TO BE A BACHELOR forever. Wish me luck, I guess.
Whooohhhhs...! How do I start....It's my day off today, I'm still go on with my life. There's no need to hurry, because this is not the way I wanted for. What I do today is just for a living and I'm not happy with it.Time have pass and if I wasn't stop studying, I will be a graduating student this March. Too bad, its because of my poverty.
I just want to write how I feel today, I'm alone and will be alone forever. Currently I'm working for the Comark International Corporation under MK Allied and Manpower Services agency. I've been there last April 3, 2012 until now. My last job as a computer maintenance is November 30, 2011 and after that I tried to apply abroad but there's no lack. Within this 4 months, I know it's enough already that my dream to work abroad is impossible to achieve. Maybe it's not for me and I'm trying to live with it.
During my day off, I spend my entire time surfing the net, writing in a blog, downloading and playing games, downloading movies through torrent usually uploaded by YIFY because he always uploaded a good quality movies. My dream to become a successful computer programmer has dramatically decrease. Maybe because I don't have any inspiration or no one told me to learned this or program this. I'm not in school anymore. I don't think I can study again with my present situation.
The truth, I have to do my monthly report today but I need to set aside it first just to write to this blog which is partly a diary of my complicated life.
Well I tried to search for my past Elementary, High school and College classmates and I have found some through facebook. Some were working abroad and I envy them. Some were having children and still living with their native town, some were living in the city and happily married. Unlike me which is DOOMED TO BE A BACHELOR forever. Wish me luck, I guess.
See, I don't have anything to write. I don't have friends who will listen too. That's why I created this blog. I'll be right back next time...Bye...bye.
